This is DogwoodBlossom backt to make a brief a very brief
introduction about myself, which hopefully I will say more about later.
First, though, I want to place myself in time and context to Anonymous Dude.
I
was born in late 1956, so I am approximately 17 years older than A.
Dude and some other Mkultra people about whom you may have heard. I was
born into multigenerational Satanic/Luciferian family, but also like
many born into this, I was also placed into and trained by the US
government's Mkultra program from very early childhood.
My Mkultra
programming was primarily related to primarily psychic and dark
spiritual training...along with some other types of black projects
activities as well. Another time I will likely comment more on these things.
Also,
unlike A Dude, my memories of the Satanic cult involvement are much
clearer and more complete than my Mkultra programming overall, which are
more sparse. However, my dreams beginning even from early childhood
indicated involvement in both of these areas, even although my more
complete memories only began coming up in my early 30's.
Similar
to many others born into these families, my family presented as a
"normal" middle to upper middle class "good" citizens, and attended
church etc. There would have been few if any signs of what was going on
below the surface.
I have been through decades
of therapy etc to work through my horrendous and tortured memories...
and alters... to arrive at the place where I am now; meaning for over
10 yrs now I have not been suicidal from the horrors I was recalling and
the accompanying suicidal and even homicidal programming . At this
point I can honestly say that it is incredible that I survived and am
alive.
I still have alters, but they are much more settled and
cause much less havoc than in my 30s and 40s. However I still have
"new" memories and alters emerge from time to time even now.
For
me love and kindness toward ALL, others, ourselves and our alters, and
all animal creatures on this planet, is what is most is most
important. I am a follower of Jesus, and I believe this is what He
taught. I have also found this kind of love have most healing; thus I
will not participate in the cruel and judgemental divisions found among
many who claim to be Christians.
I hope to write again soon more here on this blog.
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